Time is passing away . With every second passing , time feels like a burden to me . The feeling of self doubt keeps haunting me . It reminds me of predator who are waiting to attack their prey at the time when they are most vulnerable.
yet Every time i close my eyes , the inner voice keeps fighting against self doubt and reinstates my faith in myself .
Every time i let myself down , the inner voice says to me to “Never Give Up”.
This inner voice used to be very strong but with growing age it’s power is gradually diminishing & i could see the smirk on the face of the self doubt .
i asked myself – what happened to optimistic & sanguine Prateek ?
what happened to B+ attitude ?
Does one failure can make you so fragile and weak ?
I have accepted the failure but i refused to Move On.
i waste my time feeling the void in my feeling by watching SitComs or Movies yet this hole refuses to go away . Is this sign of Quarter Life Crisis or emotional crisis ?
Like Always i don’t know whats on my mind ?
I close my eyes and images of ME flashes in front of my eyes – This Me is hardworking and use to believe only in hard work , This ME use to spend endless hours in library and use tobe very conscious about his career. This Me is blissful and cheerful . This Me is living life to its hilt . This ME refuses to give up in case of failure . This Me is a dreamer .
I want This Me to be alive .
prAts !
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